Elevate(her)

Elevate(her)

I look across my path and see her standing there

She’s got this look right on her face

I can tell somethings not right, so I asked myself

Do I mind my business and keep it movin

Or maybe walk up and do what I’m feeling, elevate her

I pick the latter and make my move

She looks up at me as I approach as if she knows what I’m here for

I asked her “how are you, are you ok?”

She gave me a slight smile and said yes she was fine thanks

Being my concerned self I asked, “are you sure?”

Of course she said no this time, but then surprised me

I witnessed her begin to break down in tears and I knew something was up

She confided in me and told me what was wrong

So I did my duty and treated her right

I don’t need to tell you all what was hurting her

You can come up with your own thoughts on that

Just know that I was there to elevate her

Make her feel higher than ever before

On a pedestal she had never known

We got back her confidence, made it her own

Sometimes I come right back to this place

Because I know that’s where she’ll be

If ever in need of me to be available

I’ll elevate her right back to where she needs to be

I'll Keep My Thoughts

I’ll Keep My Thoughts

There are those days where you just can’t stand

When things at work aren’t working, you’re family is acting up

The stress built up in you has just consumed you baby

And you’re just about ready to give it all up

I’m sitting on the couch and just listening to it all

You yell and then you yell some more, things sound bad

But wait…I have my family issues too, and school aint easy either

So how about I tell you all of my troubles and concerns

And we’ll find out just how much you’ll be there for me

I wonder if you will wrap your arms around me, tell me it’s ok

Massage my temples; make my favorite for dinner

Or maybe you will just fake

And I’ll regret that I even told you anything, what are you good for

But no, I won’t do that to you sweetie

I know things are hard for you right now, and that’s fine

I’m going to be here for you now and forever, because that’s just who I am

I love you, and I want you to be happy, so where were you again..

If There's Anything..

You don’t ask for much, hardly want anything at all
Yes you could get it all, but that’s not the point we’re makin
Got me shakin when I see you, mind is runnin different ways
Man I remember the days when conversation was easy
Threw them moments out the window when it came to you
I don’t know what to do, do I lay back do I spoil you?
Either way, I don’t think I’m showin what I’m going through
Plus you’re not gonna give me any friendly advice
You’re the one being pursued; I bet that ish feels nice
But I’m gonna figure you out, this I have no doubt about
You’ve come to be my only wish, so let me blow these candles out
I just wanna sing to you, and you don’t have to remind me I have no voice
I’m letting my actions be my vocal chords and let you hear that lovely noise
I’ll make you laugh, that’s one thing I’m good at
That smile of yours will be in full effect
If there’s anything I can do to make you happy, just tell me I’m right here
If there’s anything I can do to make you feel good, just whisper it in my ear
We can make this process real easy for you darlin
If there’s anything you need, speak now

New Poem finally..

Refocusing Realitiy

Life can be such a complicated idea if you make it

I jus so happen to be the type who does such a thing

Worrying and thinking about the most frivolous of things

Constantly feeling like maybe I should have made a different move

Not knowing whether someone feels some way, or if it’s just convenient

Can’t really tell these days how people gonna act, if they say it do they mean it

I know there’s only One persona who can truly have my back

That’s God of course, but everyone likes to feel they have friends like that

But friends can be selective, and choose when they want to be supportive

I’ve learned this the hard way, however glad that I was shown it

I don’t blame some friends(associates) for it cuz they only human

What can I expect, I should just be happy no one is tryin to ruin, my life that is

Seeing lives being taken before they can even think about it

Has me wanting to just forget about how others gonna act

I’m just gonna act the way the One up there would have me

Which is servin Him, lovin my familiy, I’m sure to have success all around me

People are...weird :-/.

Ok I usually try to write about things that are serious topics in todays society and such, but today I’m gonna change it up and just speak on what I’m currently thinking about no matter how random may be lol. I don’t know if this is gonna sound odd or not, but I have come to the conclusion that most of the people living in this known world of ours(excluding whoever is reading this of course ;-)) are pretty much weird, and I don’t mean it in a good way this time. Whether I’m watching the news, going to the mall or even just walking down the street I just notice weird people doing their daily weird things…lol. I’m thinkin maybe it’s just me who is the weird one and they’re just acting real normal with the things they do, but naw, that def can’t be it. I know I can’t be the only one who thinks something isn’t quite correct with them. Man for example, I’ve seen things such as a lady laying on her lawn with binoculars set up to her face, stalking a squirrel… Now, I know that the squirrels here in this Maryland area can be very interesting when they are acting all ignorant and such looking for food, but I mean that’s what they do. It’s their thing, and I don’t find it important enough to lay on my lawn and do studies in my mind about them and their daily routine. Just think if someone was looking at you through binoculars as you walked your dog or something. Yeah, seems pretty WEIRD now huh? lol thought so. Another example I have is of this guy I saw the other day with his short shorts on lookin like they fresh outta Vicky’s and a hoody on. Now…there’s SO many things wrong and WEIRD about this one, but ima start with the fact that his shorts were in very bad taste. I felt disrespected that he came out the house and exposed me to that disgusting visual. There’s no reason a guy should be wearing shorts that are 8 inches+ above his knees, it’s a personal foul on that play seriously. Like what were u thinking?? Were you thinking?? I don’t understand. It’s perfectly fine if females do it(knowing they have the body type to complement the shorts of course). But as a dude,  I know personally, that would be cutting off my “man circulation,” and that’s def not a good look. Second thing wrong with this fool, why is he wearing this combination of hoody and shorts?! Idiot, are you hot or are you cold?? Do your legs keep warm themselves and the arms need extra support or what?? Ahhh I just can’t figure it out…and I’ve seen this type of situation of shorts and hoody combo outside on plenty of mostly females and it just turns me off.  The third and WORST thing about this whole getup is that it was freaking 41 degrees outside that morning. What the FRICK are you doing?!?! Am I the only one with a weak body who finds that to be kinda cold to be wearing some Vicky’s shorts?? I mean come on man, there’s no excuse for that. It’s definitely mostly white people who like to do this whole shorts and flip flops when it’s cold, and that’s the mystery of life to me. I’m going to do a Science Fair project on it and figure out how it all works and share my results when I get them. Til then, this has been Sirius Black with some pointless things on my mind that you ended up reading anyway HA :-p.

Compromise

Well is it just me or is time going by real fast right about now...I mean it's already the end of March going into April. 09 is just moving along man I swear. But speaking on March, it just so happens to be, in my opinion, one of the most exciting times of the year. If you are a bball fan, and it's March, there is a 112% chance that you are watching The NCAA Men's Division 1 Basketball Tournament aka March Madness. Being an avid bball fan myself, that has been the only thing on my television screen for the past week lol. Aye it sounds like an addiction, but I mean it only comes once a year so screw it. Let's get to my point though. I have noticed that a lot of females have had statuses lately expressing how annoyed they are with all of this basketball being watched right now. Of course being the guy I am, I couldn't let these type of attitudes go by without giving my point of view, and you know thatttt. 

So I'm just gonna put it out there right now, I don't think females should be havin no hissy fits off of their guys watchin the bball tournament as much as they want to. I mean, if you got a good man, then you know he has to deal with you wanting to do PLENTY of things I'm sure weren't number one on his wanna do list, sorry. I'm just trying to be realistic with this right now. How many times you got dude followin you from store to store in the mall, askin him if this look good on you or that look good on you. Or how bout when you wanna watch the most chick type shows everrrr known to man?? You want him right there next to you acting like he just as interested in that wonderful show as you obviously are. Now if you have a dude that genuinely loves and cares about your behind, then he definitely doesn't mind doing all of this for you, cuz he knows it's what makes YOU happy. And all the good guys out here, if you're really a good dude, you know making your girl happy is priority NUMBER 1. 

The point that is desperately trying to get across here is that females, you should give your man his time of bliss, the ncaa tournament, and not just be that thorn in the side that is complaining about when it is going to be over and all that. Despite what you may have heard, nobody wants to hear all that Bull #Q$#. Just suck it up, and either watch along with him and enjoy each others company, or go somewhere else if you know you're gonna have a negative attitude about the whole thing. Cuz the ITCH attitude is not gonna be welcomed with open arms, well at least not with me. If you choose NOT to be the positive lady I just mentioned, and you still wanna have your stank attitude with it, well, just don't expect any guys to be willing to do you any more favors. I mean as long as your willing to sacrifice that, you can be as ITCHY as you wanna be. But naw, I still don't want you comin around me with all that, it's not cute. :-p

P.S. I need a writer name for myself. I think those are cool..

Just A Few Quick Thoughts On Life

So yea, I've basically been doin the whole lover boy poem thing lately on here. That's cool and all, and I'll be gettin back to that actually within the next few days I believe. Today though I wanted to change it up and just express the views that I am having on a few topics which I have found to be relevant recently. 

I 'll start by addressing the now infamous Chris Breeeeezy(lol..) and Rihanna "incident" or whatever one may want to call that ish. My one and only view on this entire thing is that Chris Brown is a fool for puttin his hands on the woman. I don't care what they say the female did, as a male you are supposed to be the bigger person and hold yourself back from doing any type of physical harm regardless of the situation. I personally would never put my hands...well...let me take that back lol. I would never punch, smack,push or anything of that matter any female period. Now I WOULD most definitely put my hands on both sides of her shoulders and make sure she know that she better quit whatever it is that she's doing. I'm not gonna take but so much disrespect until I need to set you in line and make sure you remember who you're dealing with. Cuz I might not be able to hit you, but my lady cousins will sure have a field day on that booty. All this to say, Chris is an idiot for doing whatever he did. Not only did he make the wrong decision by hitting the chick, but he now has a career that is definitely in more than just jeopardy at this point. Oh well, there goes every 5-19 yr olds dream guy. Like I care.

Hmmm next topic. Oh yes, this has been on my mind a while now. lol. I used to think it was just females who hated on each other by putting their noses up to girls that clearly look better than them. However I have began to notice that the male population out here has recently been guilty of the same thing man like foreal. I'll just be walkin to class or whatever and it will be like a group of like 4 dudes, and they all wanna give you this grit, from how you look to what your wearing. LOL  and I'll just look right back at em and start chuckling it's hilarious. As bony as I am I aint scared of none of these dudes out here man shoot. Stop having these lil sausage fest together and figure out what you can do to get your game or whatever you want to have together. Don't need to waste your time actin like you wanna fight me lol this is a really funny thing I've seen lately even happenin to my friends too. So I'm gonna have to come back to this topic. Class time...cuz I'm tryna be the best thingggg yet. :-p   

attempt at poetry: part VIII (Momma Dedication)

Thinking of the perfect gift to get you this year was a little bit tough

You usually never ask for anything, don’t want a lot of stuff

So I took some time to myself and thought about what would be wanted

And I eventually came to an answer that I know you would feel is enough

You preach to us most of the time how all you’d want is a little appreciation

Well I thought I would take that to heart this year, tune into that station

There is so much stuff you do for us that can’t even be put into words

We are always taken care of no question, and it’s long overdue to get yours

Most of the scolding we may receive now we really won’t appreciate now

But later down the road I know we will look back and just wonder how

All of these unnecessary things could be done for us and we didn’t realize

When all we have to do is look around us at friends, and open our eyes

Kids like us couldn’t really ask for better circumstances when we complain

There is so much to appreciate and we really haven’t seen actual strain

All of this to say no matter what goes down I love ya til the end

Couldn’t find a better mentor if I tried, you are the most loyal of a friend

attempt at Poetry: Part V

The New Meaning

 

 

It feels to me like even words are not strong enough for this

Not strong enough to describe the feeling I get when I have you with me

The closest word is probably love, and even that doesn’t quite seem to reach

The top of the peak of this mountain that our bond has made so steep

I could sit here and try to go through all the caring words I know

But I promise you I’d come up short trying to find a word to show

Just how much you mean to me, it’s something I just leave alone

It’s like the old saying goes that your parents always teach back in the day

Actions speak louder than words, so I’m gonna act out all my feelings for you

Holding nothing back, you will feel the full impact of my love times two

Each year is just another opportunity to give you more of what you deserve

And Februrary 14^th is just a day, you get my love 24/7 365

Our feelings for each other have no word to describe them, so we won’t look for one